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It has been a miserable month so far. He thought he had everything, he thought he had the third astral in the bag, he'd finally make contact with Luna and convince her to join them. He'd finish this war against the empire and get the crystal back and everyone would go home. He could be with Prompto then, because he KNEW Luna would understand. Hell, she probably had someone else. He never felt like they were in love even through their notebook messages. They were friends forever but that was all it was, friendship. He was on the cusp of it, on the cusp of getting Luna away from the empire, the move that would turn the tides in this uphill battle but then everything changed and things went downhill and kept rolling down and down just getting worse. Luna died and Ignis was blind, darkness was falling, the daemons were getting worse, he was unhinged, he couldn't fucking focus, he was snapping at his friends, Gladio was at the end of his patience with it and they were getting further into imperial territory which just meant everything was going to be tougher. More security checks, tighter security checks. More guards... more events like how he and Prompto had to get off the train to fend off mechs. 

And gods, Prompto. Noct had... he didn't want to think about it and at the same time he couldn't get it out of his mind. Prompto's panicked face as he fell from the train. Standing there on the top watching as his body quickly shrank in the distance and was gone... the sinking feeling like he wanted to fall to his knees and maybe drop of after him. The horror of realising he was duped. That chase through the train was Prompto... he had thought in the back of his mind that the way Ardyn had been talking was weird, it wasn't his normal speech pattern but he hadn't... been thinking then. He was just so angry, he needed to avenge Luna, he needed to avenge his father. The crytsal. Insomnia.... what he'd said to him, he'd blamed Prompto for everything then threw him off the train. What must he think now? He'd told him he loved him, that he wanted to mark him, that he wanted to be his alpha back in high school and in Altissia he made it clear to Prompto his feelings hadn't changed but then Luna died and poor Prompto had kept a sensitive distance while Noctis withdrew from the world... it looked like he changed his mind didn't it? 

Prompto was alone and vulnerable to Ardyn... Ardyn. How could he let this happen? He would fix this, if he had to tear down every window and door in Gralea. But that may not be necessary. He was sure the asshole chancellor would place him in the keep. If it wasn't so damn hard to stop getting his hopes up every time there was an illusion. Every time it was an MT running ahead, dipping around a corner, or slumped in a chair Noctis' breath hitched and then his heart sank when it wasn't him. He started to wonder if it would only be illusions and maybe Prompto wasn't here after all. But then they headed into a chamber, one that didn't seem like the main path but just for completion he and Ignis and Gladio stepped inside. Down a musty hallway of cells.... and there he was. Or at least an image of him. He couldn't get the doors open fast enough. What was he in? Gods... Ardyn is going to pay for this. He didn't miss the circular saws on the table. He didn't want to think about it. He had to get him down, had to get Prompto out of that thing. 

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Date: 2017-07-09 09:55 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wideaperture
Prompto whined at the burn, and part of that might have been that he was disappointed over the idea of hiding Noct's mark. He knew why it had to be done so he didn't try to stop it, but there was still a part of him that wanted to show it off to the world.

They could worry about that when they weren't in a rusty old facility filled with broken down MTs and demons.

For now, Prompto focused on cleaning himself the best that they could and then eventually dressing. He did need that potion to stand properly, and after all of that he finally felt like himself again.

Enough to fight, anyway. Usually after a heat he'd want to sleep for a while but they couldn't afford wasting any more time. He wanted to get out of this place. He felt driven to fulfill Noct's destiny. And they needed that drive. There were plenty of demons between this room and the crystal.

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Date: 2017-07-09 10:11 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wideaperture
Prompto honestly felt dizzy for a moment but it had nothing to do with the heat wearing down on him. It was the fact that Noctis had literally just proposed to him. He wanted to say 'hell yeah!' to that but he didn't get the chance.

Instead, he focused on joining the others. He reached out to put a hand on Ignis's arm. He knew Ignis couldn't see his smile any more, so offering physical connection was the best way to show he was there are really all right.

"I'm doing great, all things considered. Let's get going so that we can leave this place and start a better future for everyone."

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Date: 2017-07-09 10:32 am (UTC)
wideaperture: (sad)
From: [personal profile] wideaperture
Prompto felt at a loss. There hadn't even been a proper good bye because they had forced Noctis to go on to the crystal right in the heat of battle. He hadn't even been able to get a proper good bye kiss and now all of those unspoken plans of their future seemed far beyond reach.

Ardyn had taunted them too. They had shot and stabbed him and he had just gotten up, put on his hat, and left as if nothing at happened. Before he had gone, though, Prompto could swear that Ardyn had let his eyes linger on Prompto's stomach. It had just been a moment, but to Prompto it spoke volumes.

He bent over and put his arms around his lower stomach and tried to pretend he wasn't completely freaking out. He wasn't every good at that and small whimpers and hitched sighs kept escaping him. He felt like he was just barely keeping a panic attack at bay.

"I don't know what I am," he admitted after a long moment. "I feel like I'm going to be sick."

Date: 2017-07-09 07:29 pm (UTC)
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Prompto didn't want to talk about the future. He didn't want to think about spending any time away from Noct. Who knew what he was experiencing locked away in that crystal all alone? Instead, he silently ate crackers and occasionally reached up to touch the bandage on his neck, as if testing that the bite was still there.

"If things continue as they have, the days are likely to get shorter and shorter until there's no sunlight left. Our top priority should be protecting the citizens," Ignis replied. Which is to say, fighting demons until Noct gets back.

The third time that he felt Prompto move his arm to press against the bite, he reached out and gently tried to take Prompto's hand. He missed his hand at first, gripping onto his wrist lightly and then sliding his fingers down to take Prompto's hand. "You'll only irritate the wound the more you prod at it. I can already smell the bond on you, you have little reason to fret over it." And many other things to fret over, he didn't add.

Date: 2017-07-09 08:13 pm (UTC)
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"As much as I loathe to store her, I do worry the Regalia brings too much attention." If he had still had his sight, he probably would have glanced at Prompto then, but as he didn't his head stayed pointed towards the side.

Prompto seemed to get the implication there without the glance. He swallowed the crackers around a dry throat. "So, um, guys? Is the bond the only thing you can smell on me?" he asked. A logical part of his mind knew it was far too soon to figure out if he was carrying a child or not, but the way that Ardyn had seemed to imply he was left him feeling chilled to the bones.

He wanted to be happy over the idea, to reveal in the thought of carrying a child that belonged to the alpha he loved, but all he could think about was what a shitty world to bring an innocent being into.
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When they got to the hotel all Prompto wanted to do was take a long shower. A part of his mind wanted to keep any remnant of Noctis on his skin, but he knew that was disgusting. He ended up disappearing into the bathroom as soon as he could rather than lingering and answering questions.

He trusted Ignis and Gladiolus to handle any pressing issues. When he came out the bandage from his neck was gone, making it much easier to tell what happened to them, but he still avoided questions about Noct whenever they came up, often finding excuses to leave the room whenever the subject appeared.

It was easy to lose himself in Cor's training. He had always wanted to be stronger and having the Immortal be the one to teach him was better than Prompto could have ever hoped. He completely threw himself into learning as the days got shorter and shorter. He also became more and more like himself - happy and encouraging everyone around him. He took pictures of everything too, wanting to have a collection to share with Noct once he returned.

That's why it was unusual when about six weeks after Noctis had gone into the crystal rather than being preppy and ready to head into the fray, he was locked in the bathroom. His body was hunched over the toilet and he heaved and emptied the breakfast Ignis has made into it.

Date: 2017-07-10 03:52 am (UTC)
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Honestly, Prompto felt like crying but having Gladio around was soothing for many reasons. He knew the older man would protect him, for one, and there was that lingering sense that Gladdy was a 'safe' alpha and could help him even without being the alpha that Prompto's entire being cried out for.

He scooted closer to the door and unlocked it but stayed on the floor. He flushed the toilet and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand as Glaudio opened the door.

He looked miserable, and not just because he had just been tossing his cookies.

Date: 2017-07-10 04:31 am (UTC)
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Following the orders of an alpha, even if it wasn't his alpha, was easy enough, so Prompto stood on shaky legs and washed out his mouth before turning to sip at the drink.

He already knew what Gladio was going to want to talk about and the thought of putting any of this to words made him think about running. He wasn't actually going to run away, of course, but he could remember how it felt to run until his lungs burst. His body almost begged to experience that again rather than face what was going to happen to it in the upcoming months.

Date: 2017-07-10 04:46 am (UTC)
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By the time they returned, Prompto was shaking a bit and had his face in his hands. He didn't look up, not even when Cor walked in. He usually was so careful to do his part to seem professional around Cor. He was so desperate for the Immortal to approve of him and his abilities that he put extra effort when when he was around.

Right now, though, he couldn't muster the energy to do that. "Like I'm literally carrying around the future of the Lucian royal family?" he offered, at least confirming that yes, yes he did know what was happening and understood the importance and the weight of it.

"Noct better show up soon, or else I'm naming this kid after my favorite character in Kings Knight and there's nothing he can do to stop me," he added, needing there to be some kind of humor in the situation. It was also the first time he had said Noctis's name in weeks. He usually avoided the subject at all costs.

He turned his head a bit to peek out at Gladio. "Or I'm naming him after you. Ha. Missing alpha comes back to find his offspring named after a totally different alpha. That will show him."

He doesn't know why he sounds so bitter - at least for him, to a casual observer it might have seem like a light joke but these two knew him and knew if he was criticizing Noct this way it came from a place close to anger. He knows why Noct is missing and how important it is, but right in that moment he just needed him back so badly and he was still no where to be found.
Edited Date: 2017-07-10 04:56 am (UTC)

Date: 2017-07-10 05:01 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wideaperture
Prompto does look up fully once Cor starts speaking. He looks stricken and for a moment, he thinks that he might puke again.

"Ardyn already knows," he said, and he felt like someone had stabbed him in the heart. "Right before he left after Noct disappeared, he smirked and looked at my stomach. He knew what happened between us while we were... Gods, the sick bastard probably had cameras in the room and watched the whole thing go down..."

Yep, he's definitely going to throw up again. He makes a beeline to do just that, leaving Cor and Gladiolus standing around for a moment as he tries to empty a stomach that has nothing left in it.

Date: 2017-07-11 02:03 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] wideaperture
Prompto finishes heaving and then stands carefully to move to the sink. "If we fake a still birth and people still see me around with a baby..." He paused then, thinking that over.

"Could we fake my death?" he asked, the thought coming across all at once. "We could play up the whole 'poor omega dies of a broken heart' thing. Give him the idea that when Noct comes back, he'll do so without his bonded mate."

Date: 2017-07-11 02:24 am (UTC)
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Prompto made a face at that. He didn't like thinking of himself as in a position of power. He hadn't been thinking about that when he had told Noct he wanted the bite. He had just wanted to feel more connected with the man he loved.

"Could we stay at Hammerhead or is there too much traffic through there?" Honestly, he thought that spending time with familiar and friendly faces would be nice. He still had some warm feelings about Cindy even if everything in his body and soul belonged to Noct.

"Otherwise, Meldacio isn't too bad. They have a medic don't they? Since hunters need to be patched up. Could they provide pre-natal care too?"

Date: 2017-07-11 02:54 am (UTC)
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Prompto pressed his lips together, hating the idea of having to make a choice. But then, this was his child too, wasn't it? They were talking about the baby in terms of how they related to the throne, but Prompto was just as much a father as Noct was - probably more so, if Noct took his sweet time showing up.

Prompto forced that dark thought from his head, choosing to trust his alpha. He also wanted to trust his friends.

"You're this kid's Shield, aren't you big guy? I trust your judgement then," he told Gladiolus.

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lol better than rping with myself! :D

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yes, and ignis is distractedly pretty, as always

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