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Time seemed to be zooming by. It was going so fast for Noctis, his life had never gone so quickly. Perhaps because so many things were happening but honestly he'd chalk it up to being happy. He'd never been so at peace before either. With Prompto everything was right with the world. His days were fun, even when they were awkwardly trying to dance together in preparation for this ball. Even when they had homework and Iggy made them study. He was stupidly happy, life was a big game now and he found himself wondering how it was already spring time. 

How it was already exam season for his advanced courses. While it was not close to graduation, it was something he needed to complete if he was going to have a shot at graduating at the top of his class. Such a rank didn't matter to Noctis but it was something his father wanted and it was expected of a prince and basically he had to. Against his will, he'd add. He just had a few extra sessions of testing away from everyone else. It was normal enough, a group of students did it every year, it was known he was one of these kids attempting the exams since first year. He'd studied for it for weeks and today was the day it would finally be over. He was so looking forward to just going home with Prompto, getting sushi to go on the way, and watching anime on the couch. And napping. And maybe doing it. 

As it stood he was quiet on the way to school. Just ready for this test to be over. Before they entered the building he squeezed Prompto's hand. He was careful not to have any PDA at school. Prompto would be in a difficult position if people thought they could use him to get to the prince. 

"I'll be all morning probably, but I'll see you around lunch." Ignis had made them both a hearty meal for the day, one Noctis was already looking forward to in their hiding spot behind the school. "Meet me in the back, ok?" he leaned in quickly to kiss his cheek before they were in view of anyone else entering school. Noctis made a brief entrance at home room before he and the other students were dismissed to testing. School went on as normal without those kids. The same subjects. The same breaks. 

With one exception.

Their language arts teacher was out sick and the sub replacing her was quite distractable, enough so that they basically had a free hour. Students made excuses and just came and went as they pleased. A few came in from other classes to hang out with friends. Some even stopped near Prompto. Several bigger guys. 

"Hey Argentum... you're into photos, right? Can you come look at something for us? We need an artistic eye."

Date: 2019-05-26 06:34 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
When Noct was happy, it was really hard not to feel the same. He seemed a lot lighter, less troubled, and Prompto liked to hope he had something to do with it. Being around Noct, being closer than they'd ever been, it did wonders for his own happiness. He'd never felt so wanted, so cared for. And in the first few months it was so hard not to think it would all come crumbling down or that it would be taken away, but Noct was still with him. Still loved him.

Just the fact that they held hands at all, that Noct was feeling comfortable enough in their relationship to leave him with a kiss, Prompto didn't care one whit if they had to keep it secret, Noct was still his Alpha, they were bonded, for always, and that was all that mattered.

He knew Noct's exams were important, but it was hard not to miss him anyway. And hey, if things went well, they'd be celebrating later, for sure. Maybe even sneak a bottle of wine for good measure.

"See you then, good luck!" he called as Noctis went on ahead.

He thought little else of it. Class was pretty low-key. It was nice, honestly, and having a free hour or two meant he could scroll through some of his photos and play around on some mobile games without much worry. It felt like the start of a pretty good day, honestly. He felt kinda bad that Noct was off in serious exams while he was off having fun and slacking.

It wasn't long before his classmates approached. He knew the class well enough to recognize them. Arctus and Gaius were on the school basketball team, and Sergius did soccer, if he remembered right. They made for an intimidating bunch, though none were, say, Gladio's size, they were pretty tall and definitely worked out.

And while it didn't trigger alarm bells immediately for them to talk to him, it did seem curious. But hey, they were actually trying to include him, and if there was something Prompto would take immediate interest in, it was photography. He perked up, setting his phone down and greeting them with a friendly smile.

"Oh- uh- Yeah! That's me!" he chirped, "Yeah? Sure, what is it? Portrait? Landscape? A cloud in the shape of a chocobo?"

He laughed to himself as he pushed up from his seat and followed after, pocketing his small, digital camera as they went. It was a welcome distraction and he thought little of it.

They led him along, keeping up idle conversation, but not letting on what the surprise subject of their photo was. Curiosity had the better of him and he let himself follow them to the empty gymnasium, and the small equipment room. Odd place for a photo, was his only thought as he pulled out the camera and walked in.

"The light in here is going to be awful guys. Whatever it is-" was all he managed before he felt a push from behind and stumbled to his knees, camera clattering across the floor. He sucked in a breath, reaching for it, only to have his arm caught in Arctus strong and unwavering grip.

"I can't believe you Argentum," he continued, door clicking shut behind them.

"You really take the dumb blond thing to a whole new level."

Date: 2019-05-26 09:28 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto knew things were going in a bad direction, but it took a moment or two to realize just how bad it had become. Were they trying to steal his camera? Beat him up maybe? Not that they needed it, they were all from wealthy families, could easily afford a much nicer model. What was this about?

"W...what?" was all he could manage until Gaius grabbed a fistful of his shirt, yanking so hard a couple of buttons popped, and showing a length of bare skin nearly to his shoulder, displaying the marks Noct had given him.

So much happened at once as they tried to restrain him. Arctus was holding his arm tightly, but Gladio had been giving him lessons for months, he should be able to do something, shouldn't he? It seemed unlikely he'd be able to escape without injury, but even so, he'd be damned if he'd let them just take him without a fight.

Prompto could feel the fabric tighten around his neck, the click of his own camera taking a humiliating photo, and he swallowed down his fear, trying not to shake. He lashed out with an elbow, striking hard at Gaius, behind him. It was a glancing blow, but clearly they weren't expecting it.

The tightness around his neck eased, and he felt a flicker of hope, but the surprise lasted only a moment before the tie was pulled harder, closing off his air like a makeshift garrote. He only managed a strangled squeak before he was yanked back against Gaius and a fist hit him hard across the face.

Prompto reeled, and Gaius took the opportunity to drag his only free arm behind his back. The blow had him dizzy, cheek stinging, head ringing and he watched Sergius shake his fist a couple times.

"What'd I just say Argentum?" Gaius continued, grabbing his chin in a painfully tight hold and lifting Prompto's face to meet his eyes. "Not a great listener, are you?"

"I don't... understand," he rasped, struggling to take in breath.

"I don't understand," came a mocking reply, Arctus, Prompto thought, though it was hard to keep track with how stunned he felt.

Sergius leaned in close, drinking in Prompto's scent where they'd bared the skin near his throat, pausing just a moment before ripping the shirt the rest of the way open, revealing the marks that continued down his chest and below.

"Don't play coy, slut. You're covered in marks, is there anyone here you haven't let have a go? We're just taking our turn," Sergius insisted, fingers trailing down the exposed skin of his chest.

Prompto's eyes went wide. No, this was all wrong. Noct was the only one. He wasn't supposed to let anyone else touch him. No one had ever even shown interest, as far as he knew. He'd never been popular or pretty, and he didn't care, so long as Noct liked him.

There was only a moment's hesitation as he put the pieces together, but just because he was an Omega, it didn't mean he was weak or helpless. He had to fight back! He threw his weight backward against Gaius, struggling to get an arm free or loosen the dizzying hold on his neck.

Date: 2019-05-26 10:45 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
"Someone help!" he called out, managing only a couple words before he was thrown to the floor, dazed for a moment as his head hit concrete. The other boys didn't waste time in taking advantage of his distraction, hauling his arms up over his head as Sergius leaned in.

He sucked in a breath when his classmate pinched the bite, unable to control his body's reaction, or the way he cried out and shuddered as they groped his chest and teased roughly at his nipples.

"Stop!" he gasped, "Please, don't do this!"

A backhand this time, fell hard against his other cheek, rocking his head to one side. He felt the silky texture of his tie slide by his cheek before it was roughly tugged between his lips and fastened behind his head as a makeshift gag.

"You really wanna make this hard Argentum?" one of them called behind him.

Sergius started trying to unbuckle his belt and pants and he twisted his hips, though it didn't do much to stop them, and the belt slipped free next. The compliment fell on deaf ears, only Noct called him that, these assholes had no right.

He tried to swing a leg up at the other boy, making contact with the meaty part of his shin, but it wasn't enough to bring him down, and only got a laugh.

"Weak," Sergius spit, hardly noticing the blow.

"Just mark him already," Arctus insisted, making a face, "he'll stop struggling if you'd just act like a fuckin' Alpha and make him."

Date: 2019-05-27 01:08 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto listened to them argue, trembling visibly as he tried to pull his wrists free, deep blue eyes wide and worried. He kept tugging, muscles straining, adrenaline the only thing keeping him trying after so many failed attempts.

He couldn't stand the idea of any one of them leaving a mark; Noct was the only one he wanted, the only one he'd ever need. It'd taken pain and tears to shed the mark on his wrist, he couldn't handle another stain on his body, another unwanted mark trying to own him.

His knees twisted together as Sergius yanked his pants down. Even if he didn't have a gag in his mouth, he wouldn't have outed Noct as the owner of the marks, he knew how important it was to keep their life a secret. But his hope was dwindling as the three Alphas continued, their scent heavy in the room, overwhelming, and he shuddered again.

He tried to stop the sounds he made as Sergius pinned his legs and teased at his bites, but whimpers and moans began to escape, tears forming at the corners of his eyes and spilling down his bruised cheeks. He didn't want to react, but Noct had trained his body well, and he whimpered again, back arching at the touch, face burning helplessly.

"What'd I tell you? Easy," Sergius smirked, unceremoniously reaching down between Prompto's legs and slipping a thick finger into his entrance, grinning wider when he withdrew the sticky-wet digit.

"Get a shot of this Arctus, barely touched and this slut's already dripping," he laughed, yanking the trousers the rest of the way off so he could sling one of Prompto's legs up, spreading him open wide.

"Shit, he smells so good, hurry up Sergius!" Gaius grunted impatiently, already getting hard just watching.

Prompto was sobbing, legs shaking as he tried to push against the inevitable. The pitch of his cries increasingly frantic as he felt the Alpha's cock brush his thigh, and with a grunt of effort, press its way inside.

Date: 2019-05-27 04:45 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto closed his eyes, screaming against the gag as Sergius continued, trying to deny what was happening with every fiber of his being, but the sensation of someone else inside him, violating every part, he couldn't breathe, he couldn't move, and somewhere, in the back of his mind, he could swear he heard Noct calling his name, but that was impossible, wasn't it?

Noct was taking his exams, Prompto taking a lazy free hour and there was no way this was happening. It was a bad dream, a nightmare.

But the voice came again with a hard pounding at the door, and he let out a shuddering breath as Sergius pulled out. He pressed his knees together, shaking as the door came flying in. The light was so bright, he turned his face away, still pulling ineffectively at his wrists.

He barely blinked and Noctis was taking them out. As soon as the hold on his wrists slackened, he curled up, raising his arms over his head defensively as the world around him seemed to shake with screams and fighting. Why was he so useless? Why couldn't he stop them? Would Noct get in trouble for this? How could they hide it? What would happen?

Noct dropped his jacket over Prompto's exposed skin, and he clung to it, burying his face in the scent, trying to make himself small enough to hide beneath it, clutching tightly to the woolen fabric. The gag was gone a moment later, Noct right in front of him, panicked and upset and he hated himself for causing it. He met his mate's eyes for a moment, wide and frightened before shame set in and he tried to turn away.

One of the boys was still up, still hurling insults at Noctis, and Prompto put his hands over his ears, shut his eyes, tried to block out the world. He wanted to scrub all his skin off, a layer at a time til no trace of their touch remained.

Noct was holding him a moment later and he felt himself fall bonelessly into the embrace, trying to take control of his wildly spiraling thoughts, trying to remember to breathe. It had all happened so fast and he was still reeling, mind catching up to aches and pains; his head throbbed, there was a lump on the back, bruises on his face, his neck where they'd choked him, and lower...

He didn't want to think about it.

Noct asked him something, and it took a few seconds for him to process it, muscles tensing as he shook his head. He didn't want these clothes. They were torn up, broken, and full of the awful memories of moments ago.

"Got some gym clothes... in my locker," he choked out, burying his face in the jacket.

Date: 2019-05-27 06:23 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto's eyes slid to the still forms on the floor, feeling hollow as he tried to put the pieces together. He couldn't go out like this, but the idea of putting on his old clothes filled him with disgust and shame. And waiting here... he shuddered at the idea.

"Y...yeah, you're right, I'll just.. wear them out til I can change," he said quietly, turning to reach for his clothing.

The rest was harder to reconcile. Not his fault? He'd been so stupid, how was it not his fault? He shook his head quietly, giving little response, hugging his arms tightly to his chest. Noct kissed his cheek and he tensed, shying away briefly as Noct explained that they had to report things, listing what needed to be done. He hated it. Hated that it had happened, hated that it hurt Noct so much, that things had gotten so out of hand, but he nodded that he understood.

His trousers were near the door, and he didn't have much heart to search for more. He started tugging them on, going through the motions, til he caught sight of Noctis with his camera. Panic flooded him and he threw himself toward it, intent to hiding it, destroying it, whatever it took for Noct not to see the pictures.

"No! Please Noct! Don't look, gods, I don't want you to see me like that... not like that," he begged, desperation in his voice as he pulled on his arm. Did he see? Gods, he didn't think he could bear it. The tears returned, fresh and hot.

"I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry," he fell back to his knees in a heap at Noct's feet and wished the ground would swallow him up.

Date: 2019-05-27 03:35 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
He'd thought he could hold it together, but as he sat weeping on the floor in front of Noct, he could see how badly he was failing at it. As Noctis embraced him, he clung tightly and tried to take deep breaths.

None of it was his fault? How could Noct say that so confidently? He should never have left without his Alpha, he should've stayed in the classroom, why couldn't he have just waited?

Noct set him down in the locker room and he felt a small measure of the tension leave. He didn't like dark, cramped spaces much in the first place, but now? He shivered.

"I tried to fight them," Prompto said quietly as Noct locked the door behind them. It seemed out of place and unimportant, but he needed Noctis to know. Needed to say it aloud to remind himself too.

"Oh... 15-29-4," he rattled off, glad for something mundane and easy to answer. It would help to have his other clothes, he thought. Noct was right, he was just trying to handle things like they should, but...

He gave a slow nod.

"Iggy," he decided. Iggy always knew the best course of action, not necessarily for Prompto, but for the prince. And there was a lot of damage control to be done. He worried his lip.

"You wont... get in trouble because of me, will you?" he held back tears as long as he could, sniffling as they threatened to spill over his red and swollen cheeks, "You can... t-tell them I did it, if you have to. It's not fair... I don't want you to get in trouble, Noct."

Date: 2019-05-28 12:39 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Noct's slow breathing at his side was a welcome distraction. He didn't want to think about anything but the slow intake and exhale of his breath, but it hovered, just outside that safe little bubble, threatening to overtake him.

Noctis kept insisting it wasn't his fault and he wanted to believe it. He wanted to believe it so badly. But it was hard not to reply the scenario in different ways, if he'd said something else, if he'd realized faster, if he'd been better at employing the techniques Gladio had drilled into them in training. It would take a while for him to come to terms with.

He took the offered gym clothes; a white tee, jogging pants, and a loose jacket. After things had been taken so roughly from his control, he wanted the reminder that there were still things within his own control, small as they were. Prompto shook his head.

"Let me do it," he insisted, taking the clothing and tugging a shirt on over his head.

Much as he wanted to argue that Noct wasn't to blame, the cold look in Noct's eyes as he spoke was enough to give Prompto a chill.

But it was gone a moment later as Noct picked up his phone and Prompto finished dressing. He might feel the same anger later, but for now he just felt cold and hollow and raw. As Noct spoke with Iggy, he tried to block it out, didn't want to hear what had happened. Didn't want to accept it as real.

It wasn't until Noct tried to hand him the phone that he glanced up. What did Iggy want to tell him? He reached for it, cradling the phone to his ear, shoulders drawn up tight.

"Iggy?"

Date: 2019-05-28 04:08 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
He knew Noct was doing his best to be kind, but it was hard not to feel sick to his stomach. Part of him wanted nothing more than to let his mate hold him, block out the world and forget there was anything else. The other part felt unclean, unworthy, tainted somehow, and like he'd betrayed Noct in the most horrible way. He wished he could voice it, wished he could ask, but he just held his arms crossed tightly over his chest and tried not to shake.

"I just- want to go home and scrub their scent off me," he looked at the ground, feet shifting uncomfortably.

Iggy's voice was a surprise. He expected to be berated, told that he'd put the prince's good name in the mud, forced his hand, or worse. He wasn't sure what to say, but he held the phone close and nodded, despite it being a call.

"What... kinda questions?" he hedged, knowing he wouldn't like the answer.

Noct seemed to be even more upset than he was. The constant motion, the nervous energy, and he wished he could do something to help besides try to keep himself together. When the glaives arrived, he shrank back a little. He didn't want to move, but he didn't want Noct to have to handle it all alone. Prompto could put on a brave face, if it meant sparing Noct a little worry or pain.

"I can go with you," he pushed the words out with an effort.

He reached out, taking a hold of Noct's sleeve, just above the cuff and stood close by. He could duck behind Noct if he had to, but he'd be near enough to provide some small measure of moral support.

Date: 2019-05-28 07:49 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto had tried very hard to never take advantage of the power Noct and his family had, as the royal line of Lucis, but if there were ever a time he wished he could, it was now. He didn't want to answer questions, he just wanted to forget it happened. But even Noct couldn't keep them from a criminal investigation.

He wanted to curl up and sleep for a week straight, but he just nodded, casting his eyes back down. Of course, Noct would take him home as soon as he could. It was probably troubling him just as much that they couldn't leave.

Prompto wrapped the conversation with Ignis, not liking the answers, but not putting up any resistance either.

"Thanks Iggy," he said dully as he handed the phone back to Noct. Answer the questions, wait for Iggy, cooperate with the investigation.

Last time Noct left, bad things had happened, and he was hesitant to let go. The idea of Noct being out of his line of sight was enough to make him feel queasy.

"Please don't leave me alone," his voice cracked on the last couple words, throat thick as he tried to hold back more tears. Noct was close enough to easily scent, and he drank it in, slow, deep breaths as their foreheads touched.

"I won't look, but... I want to stay with you," he insisted.

Prompto had thought about joining the glaives, once upon a time, when it was one of the few options that would let him see Noct with any kind of regularity. He was friends with a number of them, saw them at the palace on a regular basis, and tried not to flinch away when he caught a couple of familiar faces in the ones who'd responded to the call.

They'd pulled Arctus free, a couple of glaives administering treatment. He was still unconscious, though Prompto didn't look very closely. One of the glaives he recognized was helping another to cordon off the scene in the storage room. A few more were securing the other entrances to the gym. A pair approached them as they left the locker room, and he was pretty sure he knew both. One was regularly stationed at Noct's apartment complex, the other had driven them on errands a few times, when Noct didn't feel like driving. Rheyas and Portia, he was pretty sure their names were.

They spoke to Noct first, and Prompto was relieved not to have to chime in. They directed them toward the storage room, explaining much of what Ignis had said would happen. Noct needed to talk to them about what happened, and they needed a statement from Prompto too. Separate, they made sure to emphasize, though he had a feeling it had more to do with sparing him the sight of the room than it did with making sure their stories were the same.

He squeezed Noct's hand once more before letting go, but didn't let Noct leave his sight, insisting he'd answer anything he just didn't want to lose sight of his mate. They found him a chair, handed him a bottle of water, which he clutched tightly between his fingers, remembering to sip only occasionally. Their questions were gentle, but thorough, and Prompto thought he saw Ignis arrive partway through and begin talking to the other glaives.

It was a struggle to answer, and he found himself trying to emotionally distance himself from what happened. He still couldn't say the word aloud; guys didn't get raped, it happened to other people, it couldn't happen here, this school was supposed to be safe. The glaives asked the important questions though, verified when Noct had arrived, how far the boys had gotten, what Prompto remembered of their words. Much as he hated thinking about it, that camera's evidence would confirm everything, that Noct was justified, that it was done in defense, that Prompto had told them no.

They mentioned a kit that still had to be run, photos taken of his injuries, and the thought of undressing to have them taken made him feel cold all over again, but he nodded. Cooperate, Ignis had insisted. He would.

Date: 2019-05-28 04:41 pm (UTC)
everatyourside: icon by argxntxm (bad day)
From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto took a moment after answering their questions, taking a slow drink from his water bottle. Noct had finished up his portion of the questioning as well, and wasted no time in joining him. He struggled being in the spotlight when it was something positive, but this just felt torturous.

The idea of running the kit made him wince, but Prompto wanted to make sure there was enough evidence to keep Noct from any reprisals. If the camera wasn't damning enough, he knew his condition was glaring proof.

"It's okay Noct," Prompto licked his lips, swallowing hard. He'd much rather they finish everything they could now, so it never had to come up again.

As promised, they were thorough, but sympathetic, leading him back to the privacy of the locker room. He wasn't sure he wanted Noct to watch them do it, but the thought of going alone was almost too much.

"Can... Noct come too?"

Most of the injuries were on his face and the back of his head, and he held his hair back so they could document it, the bruises just starting to color, now that they'd had some time. The photos of his body were more difficult, but he tried his best to just endure it. The samples seemed more invasive, checking his nails for any remaining dna, the blood in his hair from the boy he'd knocked into, and though he assured them, Sergius hadn't left anything inside, they still had to swab a few embarrassing places.

But quickly enough, it was over. His head was pounding, cheek had started to swell on one side, he ached and felt wrung out in every possible way.

"Can we go?" he asked hopefully. The sooner they could leave, the sooner he could try to put it all from his mind.

Date: 2019-05-29 07:25 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Prompto felt at odds with himself throughout the process. He knew it was important, and he didn't want to be away from Noct, but he didn't want him to have to stay and watch either. Logically, it made sense. And he had to trust logic, because his emotions felt so far out of sorts that he didn't know if he'd ever be able to set them right again.

With any luck, the photos would never see the light of day, and Noct's family would be able to neatly sweep the mess away. But on the off chance that there was even a small likelihood it would go to trial or face close scrutiny, he didn't want anything to appear suspicious. It wasn't just Noct's reputation, it was the glaives, the entire royal family and how they conducted the investigation.

He hoped Noct wouldn't think less of him for it, but that was all but impossible now, wasn't it?

Prompto let Noct lead him out to the car, barely registering relief that it was finished. All he wanted was the hottest shower he could stand, and to sleep as long as his body would let him. He managed a polite nod toward Ignis, then took the passenger seat.

He didn't react as Noct touched his hand, couldn't raise his eyes to look at his mate, but when he pulled him close, arms tight around him, Prompto let out a shuddering, quiet breath, as if all the strength that was left in him escaped and he sagged against Noct, tears welling up again.

"I'll be okay," he promised, reaching out tentatively to return the hug. Prompto's hugs were usually so animated, full-body, wrapped tightly around his favorite person in the world. He knew it wasn't much, but he wanted to comfort Noctis too.

"They can't hurt us anymore."

Date: 2019-05-30 08:16 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] everatyourside
Getting the news that he was an Omega had been difficult. It wasn't something he'd ever considered, had always assumed he was a Beta, but when he went through his first heat, he knew how close to danger he'd come. He'd been so lucky to have Noct, someone who loved him regardless of what he was, as his Alpha.

But he'd taken it for granted. He'd never grown up worried about an Alpha or several Alphas cornering him. He hadn't been a pretty kid, he hadn't thought he was an Omega, he never thought he'd have to try to protect himself from three of them at once.

What was even more painful was seeing how it affected Noct. Prompto saw him as strong and confident, fiercely loyal, and the kindest person he knew. Watching him transform with rage like an avenging angel of death on those who'd done them harm had been startling, the aftermath grisly and dark. It broke his heart to see Noct so overcome. Prompto pulled a little tighter, hoping it would ease some of Noct's worry.

Noct wanted him to talk about how he felt. That... was hard. But as Noct drove back to their apartment, he tried to put it into words. Communication was important, they'd been doing so much better, learning how to talk problems out. He waited til they were in the safety of their apartment though, mulling the thoughts over in quiet contemplation as he let Noct guide him.

The potion was a soothing balm on his injuries; the swelling in his cheek went down and the lump on his head didn't feel like it throbbed with its very own heartbeat. Maybe he'd ask for another after he took a shower, just to clear the rest of the lingering effects.

"Feels better," he said with some gratitude and a faint ghost of a smile. "I really just... wanna take a hot shower so I don't have to smell like this anymore and..."

Prompto shrank in on himself a little, shoulders hunched and head lowering, knees drawn together so he took up only the smallest amount of space. Brave? Proud? He was nothing like that. He didn't pull away from Noct's embrace, but he didn't look up to see his face either, could hardly pull his eyes up from the floor.

"I'm not..." he stopped before he finished the thought, lower lip shaking.

"I feel so stupid. They were asking me about photography, I thought I could help. I..." he shook his head. "They said they saw my marks in gym class, they thought I was just... I dunno... easy... submissive. I should've been more careful."

He'd been the one to ask for them, begged Noct to leave his marks as a permanent reminder of how much they loved eachother. It made him sick that it could be twisted like that, that they'd thought he could be loyal to anyone but Noctis.

"But-" he corrected quickly, "but they didn't mark me, they didn't get that far." At least some small part of him was still intact.

"I just... I feel like I failed you, Noct," he sniffled, lowering his head and burying it in Noctis' side. "I feel dirty and... and tainted and... gods, like I can't even understand how you'd want to touch me ever again, but..."

He swallowed hard, hesitating. The words were important, and just months ago, he knew he wouldn't have had the courage to say them.

"But I want you to," he couldn't stop the tears at that, "I want you to hold me and love me and let me stay. I want to write over all these bad memories with new and better ones til there's no part left of me that still remembers."

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